Why I don't celebrate halloween

Halloween... Most people think it is a fun day, where they can dress up, party, and door knock for treats.

I'm not judging anybody who chooses to celebrate. I just feel to share why this day breaks my heart. Although I have heard these things most of my life, most of this information has been sourced from YouTube videos by/featuring an ex-warlock Pastor John Ramirez, & ex Co-founder of the South African Satanist Church, Riaan Swiegelaar. Their stories are so interesting! Both are now passionately serving God.

Both these men are experienced in high rankings of Satanism, and warn of the dangers of simple, often innocent, acts that open doors to evil spirits.

Did you know...

October 31st is the time when the most kidnappings & Missing Persons cases are reported? Satanists perform human sacrifices on this night.

Witches pray over/curse the candy/treats before handing them to your children. So, your children could innocently bring curses into your home, through treats. And yes, they probably don't even know they met a real witch. They are all around us, living seemingly regular lives. 

When one or two houses in a neighbourhood decorate for halloween, they open up that neighbourhood to evil spirits. They set up a perimeter for the devil to work. Anybody with "open doors" is susceptible. What are examples of open doors? If you have played with ouije boards, tarot cards, seen a medium/psychic, even watched some movies, etc... you have opened a door for evil spirits to harass you, or even enter your body.

As a Christian, we have the authority to bind these powers and pray protection over the "perimeter".

Anton LaVey, the founder of the Church of Satan, famously stated, "I am glad that Christian parents let their children worship the devil at least one night out of the year. Welcome to Halloween".

The Satanic Temple states on their website, Halloween is "a holiday to celebrate indulgence and embrace the darkness and its aesthetic".

I am a "Seer" & "Feeler" -  I discern the spiritual realm through my 5 senses... some people would say this is a similar gift to being psychic- but this information comes through God/the Holy Spirit. My body instinctively senses spiritual atmospheres. I always sense a heaviness in the atmosphere around mid-late October. My spirit is on guard, as my discernment is heightened. I know the devil knows my name... I've caused a lot of trouble for him in the spiritual world. He hates me, & I take that as a huge compliment. He once tried hard to bring me down, but instead, triggered the previously undiscovered Warrior within me!

You may be wondering if I have had any negative supernatural experiences. Absolutely! Which is why I am so passionate about this subject. Seeing and feeling is one thing, but being IN the battle is very different. I could possibly write a book based on my supernatural experiences - facing demons, seeing angels, entering a Freemasons chamber, growing in my spiritual authority.

Even Christians can have open doors. Some know of their actions (eg, deliberate sinful actions), others are unaware. Popular objects like healing crystals, the evil eye and dream catchers are actually demonic. They attract the very demons people think the objects protect them from.

I have unintentionally opened doors to the enemy. When this happens, the first thing I do is repent of anything I have unknowingly done that opened a door, and pray the door to be closed and sealed with the blood of Jesus. I pray the protection of angels & the blood of Jesus over every entry point to my home (doors, windows), and cast the demons out. If prompted by the Holy Spirit, I anoint the entry points with oil.

Examples of my open door experiences... often it's simple, like something I've brought into my home - cards, pamphlets, jewellery... even gifts from others that appear to be Christian, but give off witchcraft vibes. Nowadays I'm even more discerning and less likely to bring these things into my home. 

Removing these things, and sometimes burning/destroying them, stops the spiritual attacks. I won't allow any 'religious' pamphlets or magazines into my home - I won't accept any of these from my door. If I find them in my mailbox, they go straight into the outside bin.

I have had demons knocking on my bedroom door during the night, experienced sleep paralysis many times... I've felt the presence of spirits walking past, or even observing me. I'm not afraid - the devil doesn't attack what doesn't threaten him. I tell them they are not welcome, and they must leave. I've also seen flashes of angelic lights from under my closed bedroom door, and heard wind chimes or bells, even alarm clocks buzz - the positive supernatural experiences.

If you experience sleep paralysis, instead of being afraid, call out the name of Jesus. The demons hate that! They will leave you.

I could write sooooo much about these experiences. Maybe another post. My spiritual life has been a wild, interesting ride!

I hope this blog has opened your eyes, or encouraged you. As I said, I don't judge your actions, I just hope more people are aware of the darkness that surrounds us, and how to protect themselves and their families.

John Ramirez suggests a powerful bible verse to declare over yourself and your family, is Isaiah 54:17: "No weapon formed against you shall prosper". I often replace "you" with "me and my family", etc. I challenge you to make this declaration 🦋©️

Ageing - a Gift

 

I just had my birthday, and quite honestly, there was a lot to take in this year! 

How many of us take life for granted... expecting to experience the long-term ageing process... to "grow old together"... 

This has been a sobering birthday... realising I have already outlived 2 of my friends... one died suddenly aged 44, the other had been battling a condition for decades, but her death at 45 was still a big shock. Miss 44 would have been 48 this year... Miss 45 only turned 45 in December, and was gone in January. We'd been friends since we were 8 years old.

While my family was celebrating another year of my life, another family in America was remembering their son - who shared my birthday. I can't begin to imagine how this date feels to their hearts and minds. Another life who will not grow old on earth... Can I also add, this man was young, but his life is making an impact! People all over the world have grown to know him, and admire the life he lived- because he LIVED. His parents keep his legacy alive, and through their grief, his legacy makes ripples. This young man's short life encourages others to find purpose in life. To make the most of life, as he did.

Lastly, while I was enjoying my family... Another friend was planning & executing the funeral of her soulmate. I can't imagine this deep loss... Life just feels so cruel sometimes... I know my friend will be ok, but my spirit grieves for her and her family. My heart says she is too young to be a widow... but also knows she's a warrior and big things are on the horizon for her!

So, as I feel extra grateful for another birthday, I have made the decision to keep living. I can't fix these things, and I can't change circumstances. So, I choose to keep living and enjoy the life I have. I have shed many tears for my friends, but I believe they would all expect me to keep living my life. Life truly is a gift. Don't waste your talents and love 🦋©️

Ecclesiastes 3:1 NIV. There is a time for everything, and a season for every activity under the heavens...

Growth and Boundaries

 

Have you ever reached the point where you understood the necessity of boundaries... where you realised you needed to embrace and enforce boundaries...because you had been walked on, or had your kindness abused...your rights and values were disrespected, even ignored.

This quote, among other memory triggers,  brought me back to my 20s... when I was quieter, more tolerant, and less confident in enforcing boundaries.

My 30s began the rise of my empowerment! When I began to understand boundaries, and the importance of not caring if my boundaries negatively impacted others. Because, in the end, my healthy boundaries protected me, and those who didn't understand, or were offended, no longer had an unhealthy access to me. It felt like I'd locked a door, and they were upset because they did not have the key. I felt happier and more at peace, because I held, and guarded the key. 

It has been in my 40s where I've felt the most confident in myself. I am able to say the one word sentence, "No". I have learned to discern when to keep doors to me closed, and when it is safe to let down my boundaries. I wish it had  been an easier lesson to learn, but I'm grateful to be where I am today. 

This year, I've had friends laugh at me, with pride, when I've stated, "I don't care!" When I genuinely did not care what others thought of me, or what I was doing in a public place. I am learning to let go. To be free. To just be me. 

This quote is me. I have changed. I am proud I have changed. I was able to heal and grow, after setting boundaries. I am a better version of myself. The 30 year old me would be proud of who she is today. 🦋 ©️

My Introduction to Flagging

 If you're interested in prophetic worship flags, I recently joined the 'club'. You can read about it here: https://risingwarriorwithin.wordpress.com/2025/05/18/my-introduction-to-flagging/

New Season of Blogging

 

Continuing on from the SDG, March was a life changing month for me! I could seriously write a book based simply on two significant weeks of my life. The lead up, and preparation for the SDGs are always significant. We have 12 months to plan, then BANG! We're there...and in a blink of an eye, the 3 days we'd been anticipating for 12 months, are complete. So much can, and does happen in just 3 days! 🔥🕊🦋

After the SDG, during the "Post conference high", I felt compelled to step out into some new things. I won't go into detail, apart from one. I have been busy in the background, creating a brand new blog! I felt the strong prompt that it's time to move into a new season. A fresh, clean slate, where God has promised to increase my confidence in what, and how I write. It feels good. I am not the same person who began this blog in 2006. That girl would be proud of, and probably amazed by who she became by 2025. 

Interestingly, around the time I was working behind the scenes, my blog began to be monitored. I believe in Freedom of Speech. I do not agree with having posts deleted/removed without the author's knowledge. Offended people report innocent people, who have no intention of offending. Undealt with, offense is dangerous to one's mental and physical health. 

So, if you would like to join my new season, feel free to email me for the link. I have no intention of publicly opening that door to those who don't belong on my journey. Edit: Now things seem to have settled -  http://risingwarriorwithin.wordpress.com

Thanks for following this journey. This won't be my last post, but I won't be as focused here as I have been. The Challenge to post monthly is complete. The end result, is "a new thing" (Isaiah 43:19). 

The image is a of a new paint palette, ready for a new type of art 🦋©️

Messing with an intercessor?

 Fact: Don't mess with an intercessor. You will be prayed for! Your soul will be prayed for. Don't want to be prayed for? Then don't mess with an intercessor! Simple! 😅 

SDG Highlights

As expected, the SDG was AMAZING!! Each year has felt different. None has felt the same, building on the previous year. 

Also, as expected, the anxiety attacks were shut down, and did not return. I do not experience anxiety, and I refuse to allow that in. I enjoyed a peaceful, restful stay on the Gold Coast.

I have sooooo much I could write... as well as what feels like a billion photos! I will need to sit down and gradually go through my photos, with pen in hand... and write what feels like a book of only 2 significant weeks of my life. Each photo triggers a memory, and I don't want to forget why I took each photo! 

I again met up with my amazing prophetic friends, and physically met new friends. I love this part the most! The divine connections this group creates. People who just get each other, in a safe environment. I love these people like family. 

I served on the team for this conference. I was given a responsibility I did not expect, and with a beautiful partner who was on the same wavelength. At first, the task was daunting, trying to work out what we needed, and how to make things work. We found our feet together, and hopefully, with God's guidance, fulfilled our duties well. It was an honour to be selected for this team.

Interestingly, I did not think I connected with the worship in the same way as previous years...however, each morning, I awoke with the songs playing in my head! I feel the worship slowly found its way into my innermost being. It touched me, in a more delicate way as to how I expected. Each year, I find one song playing on repeat in my mind, and it lingers for months. I add it to my Spotify list. I have never heard these songs until the SDG. This year it is Bethel's "No One Like the Lord". I think the words were more difficult to simply accept...they needed to seep into my spirit. God knows what He is doing! 

I received prophetic words which really spoke to my spirit. The speakers were amazing. The atmosphere was intensely beautiful! 

God brought fresh laughter to me... a "new thing". One night, I was lying on the floor, laughing, giggling...it came from the depths of me... and another lady behind me was doing the same! I don't know who she was, but it was more funny, and encouraging doing it together! 

I've since been finding myself randomly laughing in this fresh way! 

God broke things... health, spiritual, bloodline, emotional...

It didn't end at the SDG. I will write another post continuing from here. There is just so much to write! After I returned home, I didn't have time to stop and process. We've had some big, unexpected expenses. I've been going to work, coming home exhausted, & between appointments, spending the nights decluttering & creating easy access to parts of the house that needed major repairs. I like the less clutter, but it is exhausting when you don't have time to rest after a big day. All I can say, is this is a reminder that God is doing a "new thing" in our lives. There is always rain before the rainbow! We're about to see the rainbow on the horizon! 🙌🦋🌈🔥©️